Nothing to hide!

I write
I write to get it off my chest
I write
This I will confess
I got issues
I know I do
But so do you, you,
And you!
So I write
I write to get it off my chest
I do what I can
I try to do my best
I have nothing to hide
So if reading these thoughts
Is what you despise
Look up to the right
X marks the spot
Or did you not realize?
Keep on reading
Read about what’s inside
Remember
I have nothing to hide

Copyright © 2007. James Velez

A bit off tilt...

Feeling nothing but pure fucking hatred, anger and, not knowing where to point the hate, so I point it at you.Point it at you because you’re in the way.
In the way
Every fucking person/thing is a fucking obstacle.
One big fucking bump in the road, the road which is this fucking hell I live in.
I’m fed up with all the bullshit I put myself into, No one to blame but myself.
So now I’m pissed off at myself. Why you ask?
For being a fucking idiot,
Not realizing that some of the things I ask for are right in front of me.
Wishing to run into a sick fucking psycho that wants to blow my fucking head off!
I wouldn’t even try to stop him.
I might even hug the fucker. Can’t even drive my car into a wall because the shit doesn’t run well enough to smash,
Fucking sad
Surrounded by ignorant comments, and spitting out a few ignorant ones myself.
Stooping to peoples levels of stupidity, going from showing the other side of the coin to just saying "fuck it your right" then spitting the same bullshit right back in pure fucking anger.
All my anger does is cloud my judgment. Leaving me to live with the results, and you know what?
I really don’t give a fuck.
Not a single drop of remorse is left in me. Its coming to a point where I’m just gonna give in.
I mean I’ve heard the saying "everyday is a struggle" and damn it’s so fucking true.
Makes me wonder if it’s worth the struggle?
And what exactly am I struggling for?
Today is one of those days I’m glad I got this page to vent on, it helps me put things into perspective real slowly.
Doesn’t change my moods, just has me re-evaluate my shit, and shit is the correct term, considering its all I got.
Pure shit.
Pure utter shit, from termites to a fucked up car,
Shit is the sum of it all.
Looking back at what I wrote makes me laugh just a lil bit.
Now laughing at how stupid this might seem, but this is all true it is, or so it seems.
So I would like to say "fuck James Velez" may he fucking rot in hell.
But since hell doesn’t exist in his world, may he never feel at peace.
Fucking idiot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Copyright © 2007. James Velez

Lets Hangout

Wanna chill?
Grab a bite,
See a flick?
Sure, you replied
So were shall we meet?
We’ve walked down lover’s lane
Traveled down heartbreak road,
And lived on Love Street
Where shall we meet?
I know
Corner of imagination and wish
Reality hills is right up this block
But Imagine if
Damn I wish
Yeah that is were we can meet
Corner of imagination and wish
See you soon.

Copyright © 2007. James Velez

Dakota Bends in nyc this sunday

Dakota Bends this sunday in NYC



My boy, this Sunday December, 16 2007 at “The Baggot Inn” 82 West 3rd St. (bet. Sullivan & Thompson) NYC, New York, New York.

Come on out folks and listen to some good music. My boy is going to do a nice Sunday evening set at “The Baggot Inn” in Manhattan.

Should be a nice 45 minute to an hour set. He will be performing songs off his last album and a few new ones, also The “Baggot Inn” is a very kool bar in a nice location. Drinks are priced fairly well and the atmosphere is perfect to enjoy a nice mellow show on a Sunday evening.

So come on out folks, I know it is supposed to rain or possibly snow, but trust me, it will be worth it. Come on out and lets get a drink together and watch my boy on stage sing his heart out on a nice Sunday evening. And you’ll make it home in time to catch the season finale of “Dexter”.

Time Warner Cable stinks

Not kool! Not kool at all!
"Time Warner" Cable sucks!

That is the truth. I tell you, for two weekends in a row, this month only mind you. I go without cable TV and internet. Now I call them and place appointments but nothing. This company is a freaking joke. They are, one big over charging for crappy service joke.
"Time Warner" this goes out to you.

You suck!!!!!!!

The one thing that sucks the most is, the people that work for them. I call up the company to complain and I keep getting bounced from state to state. Constantly getting the old, "oh I'm not in the state of New York I cant help you sir, but if you would like I can transfer you to someone that can" and bam, we go through the whole thing all over again. I have to give my phone number, then my address, followed by my name. Huh? I know this is a crazy sad world we live in.

So after being on hold for about 15-18 minutes, I get bounced around for another 10 minutes. Stupidity I tell you, pure and utter stupidity. Oh this is a good one, yesterday I call them up and while I am on hold, the machine keeps telling me how long I have to hold.

"We will be with you in 7 minutes"

Now mind you, I had nothing better to do then look at the time and see if they will be with me in "7 minutes". Now 14 minutes later they pick up and we go through the whole thing.

Arrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh!

Well me being the former "Cable guy" I managed to unplug my cable from the box and plug it in directly to my TV. At least I can get some reception, no internet, but some TV. Oh man does this company suck. Well long story short, I got a trouble call set for Saturday and I'll let you all know how it goes, but I got to ask, did anybody get to see that "Sci-Fi" original miniseries titled "Tin Man"? If you didn't I advise you to watch it. It is damn good. I loved it, a pretty nice twist on an old tale.

Kudos to the "Sci-Fi" network for a great job and a really good miniseries,
Till next time folks, till next time….